The first
time you say something is always the hardest. Every time after that the impact
is a little less. Press your body against the truth, and know that once it has
passed through your lips you can no longer control it.
It feels
like pyramids will fall at the sound of these words; they won’t, I promise.
They will crush everyone in the room around you, but people are resilient; they
will pop back into place and go on ignoring the damage if you let them. You
will learn that the sentences that float through your brain are less powerful
than you ever could have imagined. They call you and seduce you, but no one
else can even hear them.
Whistle, my
love. Whistle until the horses come back. Your conjuring of the past makes
everyone uncomfortable; seep into it anyways. Let it fill you and move you and
change the way you write. There’s nothing for us here, so let us build
something new. We must start by knocking down walls and imagining the house we
will live in someday.
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